December 13
almost leaving
so.. here a new update, it's about time i guess.. at the moment im in the netherlands, for almost a week now. it's way too cold over here, nothing like in turkey, when i left, this same day people were still lying on the beach in their bikinis. anyway, this last week has gone by so quickly. i arrived on saturday around lunchtime, as a surprise for everyone, and it seems i will leave any minute now. it's a little unclear what ilker and i will be doing the next few weeks, we could work, we could find another job, we will see. it breaks my heart to think i have to leave my brother again, he's the one i always miss, my mother too ofcourse but not so much as him.
last weekend i went to the shops with him, and really, they changed everything. im sure if i was there just by myself i'd lose my way. there's like 50 new shops over there, and still they're not finished building. monday i went to make pictures for my passport, which are really lame since we can not smile anymore (new rules or something) and we're not allowed to have some of your hair in your face, anyway on tuesday i went for my passport to cityhall and today i picked my new passport up. that's all i've done in holland so far.. not so much he? :P the hotel sent me to holland on a very idiot moment, ninon is in kenia at the moment so i'm not going to see her anymore. remco is somewhere in the ocean i believe, my other friend can see me only fridaynight and im not sure if even im still here, and gemma lives on the other side of holland. so you could say i spend a lot of time in my home ;)
better because with my turkish salary here in holland its way tooooo much expensive for me :( 
i felt already bad that i bought some dvd for 5 euro, i remember the times that 5 euro was nothing for me, now i calculate in my head everything to lira, and i'm sorry 10 lira is too much for a dvd which i can buy in turkey for just 3 lira ;)
i bought myself a whole bag of "oliebollen" and ate it all myself, i feel very proud now :P
okay have to watch television now, (i HAVE to :P) so hopefully i find the time to write some nonsense again tomorrow..
ciao miauw